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[16 Mar 2005|05:16pm]
Hi everyone!
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[23 May 2004|01:47pm]
You can take the ghetto out of the girl but you can't take the girl out of the ghetto. Wait, is that right? LOL! Bizzen not doing much lately. Bored. I need more friends to satisfy an emptyness....
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weird nodes [15 Jul 2003|02:36pm]
That guy from all in the family is like, that dude who directed the grinch and shit 'aint he. he don't look so cool NOW without his dad and that old math-teacher lookin bitch playin' the piano singing about those were the days!

So alas, another afternoon for sweeney todd, the butcher barber of fleet street passes bi...
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[12 Jun 2003|06:45pm]
ohh I like that color. I had red hair once. This girl at college said that if you washed your hair with your period then it would nuture your hair. She kept in this little jar and would wash her hair to nutrfy it once a month. Diiizzaammm! I may or may not try that. It sounds smelly yet the potential is promising, almost limitless. On a side note, the uglist bitch is back, thats right, ******* has tried to make herself a celebrity in livejournal land! she never will believe me when I said I fucked her boyfriend, I guess that gives me the ultimate power over her and the biggest fuck you to her for what she did to me when we used to be friends. Ugly and fat, does that make her easy? Thats the image she likes.

when I fuck I fuck because I love it, not because I need to feel good by reinforcement.
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[07 Jun 2003|09:11pm]
tonight: so far - 3 dicks cum in me

+ 1 vanilla vagina lapped

= 1 satisfied slut
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[07 Jun 2003|01:28pm]
Had a good night. Saw that new Jim Carrey movie Bruce Almighty. boy, that guy really had this weird foreskinny kinda weeney. You can so tell. I was just looking at his crotch in super selective noticement since it was just so huge every time on screen, on the screen, its hard not to notice! Why even Morgan Jones or whatever that black guy's name is was catching a glimpse at it from time to time.

NE WAAAY... I am gonna go to a club tonight with a few male partners, friends in the end hopefully. It all depends if Ann can get her ass off Jake's cock long enough to get to the phone. I need to let it loose tonight, its Saturday, so if you are alive you must be alive, especially in light of recent times.

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OK, so maybe i did lie.... [02 Jun 2003|12:57pm]
After a brief religious awakening with the Satanic Army (ten strong) of The Church of Satan, I have come to an understanding with both my sexuality and my humanity. So I'd like to take this time to come out and apologize for a lie. Its a big lie, the one about my legs being "chopped off" when I really just scraped a big toe. It didn't even leave a scar. I guess I was just hoping for the attention. Like when I did all those people from online (although that one, as well as mostly everything else on here is a real event happening)

- So call me a slut, whore, bitch, retro pedo speedo ass rapist, nobody likes me! I don't care! For those who do, kudos to you. Its not just Dr. Deuss who rhymes.

So I am going to be more social now on this thing. Really build up friends, fucks, party. My interpretation of a sort of sexual perversity army. And not some cheesy dirty ass metal heads who obsess over girls. Its better than that. So lets turn the page on this children's book to rival even the best twists in a "choose your own adventure" reading
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sadness [19 Dec 2002|02:12pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Its one of those days, those rainy days. I need someone to hold me... isn't there any male or female on the internet who would be willing to come and comfort me? I'll sleep with you and up to two other people if desired, as long as you'll make them leave afterwards and just be there with me and just you holding me... loving me... and yes, those are my breasts (last ditch attempt)

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I feel dirty [03 Jan 2002|08:05pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I went camping yesterday night. It was supposed to be a three day thing, but then the wicca bitch told me I had to wipe with leaves. What the hell kind of nature trip is that? Thats too much nature for me. Give me my charmin rolls any day. Can you say urinary tract infection waiting to happen? I should go back to the campsite and douse her in bleach, lets see how many trees she hugs then.

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LIFE 2K:2!!! [03 Jan 2002|12:33am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

yes, i am back! its 2002 and i am starting a new leaf to update as much as i can and not ignore my lj! with so much going on in my life, i should have written in my journal more often. but then again with everything thats been happening i havent had a second to stop and do anything! i have learned to walk and get accustomed to the prosthesis so nobody can tell i only have one leg. at first i was in shock trying to go on with my life, but then i really hit low hard and i guess thats another reason my journal entries are so far apart. but now, i think of it as what separates me from every other girl. bobby even finds it kinda sexy. on new years he even got sooo turned on he fucked it with nothing but the lubrication coming out of his mouth. creepy huh? not the leg, but the amount of mucasy like shit coming out of his mouth onto his dick and my leg stump. he had this look in his eyes that sort of said to me that he really does love me. behind the red veins he just gotta

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A stroll in Linkin Park [07 Oct 2001|01:13pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

Sorry I haven't updated this thing in so long, you guys have been so great to me, I can only imagine what I have done to y'all by not letting you know that I was o.k. A lot of you must have thought that I was dead or something! OMG! No way! I'll never die, why? Because I got into a car accident and my leg was amputated, if i can go through that then i can do anything! I went through months of rehabilitation and it was kinda hard but i met my new boyfriend bobby, he works as a orderly at St. Agatha's and he was soo good to me! Me and him are like a plug going to the socket and like he fills me up with his electricity. And its fuckin 20,000 volts of love that i deserve after being treated like a legless person for the past couple of months. people like have said such mean things, everyone who i thought was my friend wants nothing to do with me. someone even asked me when i was going to go and find peter pan and get my revenge! and my friends bought me a parrot! and john came over with a yule log and told me to put it on the stump! So I have been watching Deuce Bigalow a lot. The girl in that movie is understood for being a peg leg, and if she can land such a funny and hot hunk like Rob Schneider, than I can find my own Rob Schneider. And he will be mine! So if anyone wants to send me presents then email me and i will give you my address. I also have a cell phone now. And I have been kind of lonely.


My tits are huge


On the bright side, its getting cold soon so I can go skiing again! I can do anything like I used to


I miss you Sasha and Sascha, you guys are the best. I only hope I can be as great a couple as you guys are. You have been there for me through this whole thing, and I had to tell you that you are the coolest. Rag doll? Thats hot! Smakkin that ass? Like Ronald said, "remember that time when mickeyt and dick went up to the creek? that was so funny!" and it was. It was really funny.

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betty crocker [01 Aug 2001|05:06pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

just got out of the hospital.. fell down some stairs at this club in mannerston (i am back home just so you all know and don't get worried about little old me)

doc says it is broken in three places.. all i know is that it really, really hurts. john is going to come by and visit me today, hopefully. adventures must stop, at least for a while.

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Subject: (optional, for use on longer entries) [25 Jul 2001|10:51pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

i am in michigan. more on that later..

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the beautiful people (repeat) [23 Jul 2001|10:44am]
[ mood | amused ]

yawn! its been a long day, but i am still waking up. turns out theres not much i can do about that woman from who knows where and what happened in the car. it was "consentual" especially considering my age but i decided not to do anything anyway, just to have ronfar beat the shit out of her or rape her or something if i ever see her again. almost makes me want to go to church around here i bet i'd see her there. maybe i should just move on from it. as for the war here on live journal, i wanted to thank Kip and Keesha and the others who have supported me through the insipidly stupid ramblings of "attacks" into my live journal by the spooky kids. i bet even calling them that pisses them off, but they have to fight to not be so easy to make fun of, categorise and everything. people like Machina like to refer as the problems of this world in this vague way, always talking about "them" and the "majority" which is a cop out if i ever saw one i'd say. if anything i think i have made a social statement against stupidity. i think i show them what they really are, reflecting that stupidity of them right back to them and they can't take it. well, 'f you can't stand the fucking heat get out of the kitchen. and them being such hellish misfits; i think they should be able to handle it. or is it all talk, vague statements, curse words, rebellious attitudes with no cause or effect. everyone rejects the truth when they don't want to see it. in this case its made them angrier to see the truth of thier own stupidity.
as in Machina's case its more than just denying her own stupidity but denying that her boyfriend is monogomous to just her..

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female rape? [22 Jul 2001|07:08pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

today I was hitchhiking on the side of the freeway hoping someone would pick me up. Some church obsessed lady picked me up trying to get me to tell her where i lived so she could take me home. i wasn't goin to tell some glasses freak where i lived so i refused. i did get into her car though but whatever. strange thing is, at the end she stopped being nice and parked like i told her at the cumberland farms parking lot i always go to. i told her i would walk home from there. but she wouldn't let me leave the car until i went down on her. i was fucking shocked, and still feel really violated. i don't know what to do! i went down on her and she was clean shaven, which was even more uexpected. it was unexpected kinda kinky fun. this town is fucked up. part of me wants to enjoy the freakiness of it, part of me wants to call the police...

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life is a test, the internet was a mistake [22 Jul 2001|10:20am]
[ mood | chipper ]

to say the least. *any* way.. hey gabba gabba hey! Last night went out with john, tim, suzanne, jeff, ronfar, theresa and desiree to that electro night a few towns over. had a pretty good time overall, mostly just watching the people. i thought i saw angie everheart at the bar, went over to see, but it was just some lady! shoulda known.. maybe its the alcohol that inhibits my perceptions, maybe it helps me to be the person i always wanted to be! who knows?

the dj played some good stuff some stupid stuff. last night showed me that people still don't know how to dance, and live journal showed me a world of people who take livejournal and the WWW land too seriously.

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inept wanderings in wonderland [21 Jul 2001|08:14pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i love stupid people. and they obviously love being stupid. can they only see the bullet when it is two feet in front of them? have they enough tact to sense a trap?

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perhaps vegans need other forms of fake beeef [21 Jul 2001|04:37pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

well, Today i was at cumberland farms (i wasn't kidding people) and ran into an old acquaintance of a mutual friend from high school. tim told me something a little fucked up, more shocking than fucked up. nothing fucked up about it, just shocking that someone in this place took a stand, and will probably more than likely me totally criticised for it! he said monique (mutual friend) had gone to new york to be a stripper until she started a movie career. man, how i wish i could get away to a place like New York. or hollywood. so i went back to tims and we listened to some music while he attempted to get me to have sex with him or something like that. i was like "ew no way! i hardly know you!" so i just let him rub his dick around my vagina a bit. he liked the shavedness! i am so glad.. now if i only had someone who wasn't such a freaky feezies phony... i probably sound like a slut to anyone reading this. well, i'm not! he was just rubbing it around thank you very much! keep your goddamn taunts to yourself, just bitter because it wasn't you! god, i am going crazy, i almost can't wait to go back to college. although accounting doesn't sound like my favorite destination..

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in all of my sleekness i retch and i faint [21 Jul 2001|10:04am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i am so tired of this place. a desperate deed lead by desire.....

only thing is, the sun is shining and everyone is doing what everyone was meant to be doing, born and bred to be doing, and i am in some place that feels like wearing a winters jacket in the summer. i sweat double the amount since i am so nervous, i need to get away from here! theres only so much cumberland farms a girl can stand...

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The lost Girl. [20 Jul 2001|11:12am]
hello live journal! today is the very first day I am writing in you! i should step back for a moment and let it hit me. it probably won't hit me until someone responds in my journal. maybe i will check out some others in hopes to make some new friends. here in delta, the only place to go is the cumberland farms! can you believe that! i wrote this poem about it that doesnt fit with the somber mood of right now. i can feel the wind blow right up my skirt.. and since i just shaved my vagina yesterday, thats quite a breeze.

angels, flying around all pretty
like a care bear in carealot
i only like to hatealot
of the things down on the ground
sometimes i hate myself sulking, unfound
so i find some bum to pound me
was it god who defied me
told me to rip my dress and powder my face
blacken the makeup so when i cry
people could see but not know why

i have to go.. i am getting teary just thinking about it..

better go search lj land for some company
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